It’s odd to be all caught up and writing “live” for this blog.  I somewhat miss sitting down at my computer in silence, referring to my journal for inspiration and key memories, and reflecting on just how far we’ve come.  There is a sense of fear and uncertainty when I now put my words on … More 07 // The Best is Yet to Come

“Lord, it’s just who I am to plan, dream of the future, and set goals for myself, my career, and my family.  I know You’ve given me that gift and given me these desires of my heart, and part of living an intentional life calls for making these plans.  But may I always put You … More 06 // Our Genetic Testing Results

“One night I had a dream.  I dreamed I was walking along the beach with the Lord.  Across the sky flashed scenes from my life.  For each scene, I noticed two sets of footprints in the sand: one belonged to me, the other to the Lord. When the last scene of my life flashed before … More 05 // Starting Back at Square One

We had now lost two babies, and I was ready to fight.  Like, really fight.  Not that I wasn’t before, but our failed pregnancy test shook me to the core and the competitive part of me said, “this isn’t over.” We of course mourned the loss of our second child, cried for days, and once … More 04 // Third Time’s a Charm

“I am helpless.  Without the work of Your hands.  You are able, God, to raise me up again.  I am willing. Lord I will run after you.  I will surrender to the One who always sees me through.” A few weeks after we lost our baby, I hit rock bottom.  I was driving to a … More 03 // Our Frozen Embryo Transfer